my dad just got home. it was weird, why did my dad come home so early? but i didn’t ask. i just carried on playing with the comp. then my dad asked me about the china rates and i told him it wasn’t good.

i should have paid more attention to my dad. it was only when he told me he got into a minor accident that i realized his collar was tainted with blood. i just cant control my tears…why wasn’t i more attentive? and, i’m going away for half a year, in a place far away from home. I want nothing bad to go wrong at home. I feel like I cant fly in a relaxed mood.

i hope i dont sob at the airport else it’ll be embarrassing. 

today is a bad day. 

And please, 2012, please be good.